I see you still wearing my t-shirt. Yeah, felt weird. Everytime I think I've taken a step, I take two steps backwards. It was guessed to be a great Christmas, I had big hopes about it. Now, it all has changed and I just  don't know how is it like. Sometimes I wanna share it with you. At last with the person I thought you were.

I'm not sad. I'm not down. Is just weird. I wish I could know what I want, what I feel. Who knows? Maybe...

Why?

Lucky bastard.

You really do always want more.
Out on the road all I want is a home.
Then David spoke about my future.
You lucky bastard with a beautiful wife, she's mine.


I was born for a few reasons.
To love my neighbor more than he loves his life
Got to say that it was easy.
That sad old man committed suicide last night.


I really do always wan't more.
Out on the road all I want is a warm home.
Then David spoke about my future to me.
Winners don't quit, keep your eye on the finish line.


I was born for a few reasons.
I love my neighbor more than he loves his wife.
Got to say that it was easy for me.
That sad old man well she killed him last night.


I got another reason…I want to go home
This city's fucking cold and I want to go home.
I'm feeling co-dependent, I miss my baby girl.

New beginning

Te sientes a gusto. Ha sido un buen día, te repites. Recuerdas, y aún escuchas sus risas, las de ellas. Cada día, el trago que das al vaso de la vida, es más grande y te cuesta menos digerirlo. Aunque a veces apriete dentro, muy hondo. Esperas que todo cambie, y que a la vez continué siendo lo mismo, ¿o no? ¿Quién sabe?

Lo que se, es que llegará el momento que aún no estás esperando.

Los ojos que brillaban.

Allí estaba el, plantado ante el espejo. No sabía que veía. Le preocupaba. Le daba miedo estar solo, apagar la luz y meterse en la cama por la noche sabiendo que allí no había nadie con el. Todo era extraño, tanto, que algo le presionaba. Se contradecía a si mismo, ya que se encontraba a gusto, pero le faltaba algo, y no era el pasado. Le faltaban las ganas de moverse y volver a sentir. Su piel se erizó ante el espejo, junto a una voz que dejaba sin palabras de fondo. 

A veces pensaba, demasiado, y un profundo vacío le atacaba de repente en el estómago. "Es así", se dijo a si mismo. Así es como empezó de nuevo. Frente a un espejo.

GRACIAS. 

(sí, daos por aludidos)