Brave.

"Watching the ships roll in, hoping that I will still be his friend in the morning.
Watching those ships roll by, wishing that I could move this earth if I could for you I would do.

I've got nothing to say. I've got nothing to lay at your feet. I just keep hoping, hope that you will be the man that I couldn't be

Still watching the oceans move. If only I could show you my soul and places I've been. Watching the ocean come, and little girls playing in the sand as I walk,  longing to listen to you talk.

But I've got nothing to say"

Spread Your Wings.

What's next?

Take me back to the night I felt alive.

No dejas de preguntarte que dónde se ha metido todo aquello que fuiste. Gilipollas, deja de buscarlo y ponte a serlo. "El que corría por delante de la vida". Eso te dijo. Lo peor es que no sabes si esto es un momento de flaqueza, por que tu también lo necesitas, o si esto es la realidad y todo lo demás es el guion escrito. ¿Dónde te crees que vas? Es más, ¿dónde te crees que estás? Déjame disolverme en lluvia.

Here we are.

Te recordaban que estaban siempre ahí, trayéndote las risas del nuevo comienzo. Das gracias por ello, por ellas. Otro trago y con ello te las comes. Te das cuenta de que eso es lo que vale. Sientes que te enseñan y que tu no quieres dejar de aprender de ellas. Los abrazos son de verdad. Los besos lo son. Gracias. CM.

"It sucks, you know.

When everything is doing fine, then, it all crashes again?

And the worst part is I really don't want to try and put it all back together again, but i have to."

What to think about?

I stood up and felt the cold floor beneath me. I miss it when everything seemed to be good and like nothing's impossible. Like life's worth it. I'm not saying that it all isn't true, just miss feeling like this.

I'm kinda afraid but someday I will know why. What am I scared of.

"I wanted so badly to lie down next to her on the couch, to wrap my arms around her and sleep. Not fuck, like in those movies. Not even have sex. Just sleep together, in the most inocent sence of the phrase. But I lacked the courage and she had a boyfriend and I was gawky and she was gorgeous and I was hopelessly boring and she was endlessly fascinating. So I walked back to my room and collapsed on the bottom bunk, thinking that if people were rain, I was drizzle and she was a hurricane."