I see you still wearing my t-shirt. Yeah, felt weird. Everytime I think I've taken a step, I take two steps backwards. It was guessed to be a great Christmas, I had big hopes about it. Now, it all has changed and I just  don't know how is it like. Sometimes I wanna share it with you. At last with the person I thought you were.

I'm not sad. I'm not down. Is just weird. I wish I could know what I want, what I feel. Who knows? Maybe...

Why?